Poems from LCisOTP
How can I piece together,
My broken soul?
When it was never whole to begin with.
How can I put the pieces together,
When they never fit?...
How can you find,
Who you are,
When you're constructed of lies?
Everyone thinks they know me,
Thinks they know how I feel,
How I think,...
I bottle it up,
Push it down.
I'll deal with it later.
Later is not an option.
Now!
Now!
Everything comes,
All at once.
The bottle breaks....
That one word I said that I wished I hadn't
The many conversations I started but could not finish
I can't sleep,
My mind screams,
Be better...
Dear my greatest fear,
I lie awake
Thinking,
Agnozing,
Analyzing.
Afraid they'll know,
Afraid of their hate.
I fear fear,
Fear rejection....