you and i leaned against his car

your fingers lightly running up and down my arm

you smiled into my eyes

as you inched closer to me

giving me chills even in the

dusty, summer midnight air.

 

tonight my friend, 

as your lips eased my pain

and your arms caressed my soul

you gave me something i never thought id have;

hope.

 

I've told you before that i believed love was a myth

that emotions were an invention

and mere human flaws.

but tonight. as you held me

i forgot.

 

tonight, i was no longer the sad, cold person I've become

i was someone completely different as i leaned my head

against your chest

i felt warm

 

your smile is tattooed on my subconscious 

and your touch stays with me even as you go

i want to know everything about you

i want you to tell me everything and anything any time any where

i will be here 

 

i know its hard sometimes 

when live decides to be a dick

but please remember I'm right here always.

ill never grow tired of hearing your voice 

or anything about you

 

you've done more than anyone in the short time I've known you

you know my whole story

you let me wine about my problems

you stop my tears from ever shedding

and i don't think ill ever be able to thank you enough

 

this is getting really long and redundant 

but just know that

yes, you are constantly on my mind 

and you keep me ok on nights when I'm not

and you just make my life 9000000000000000000 times better by just being alive

 

you're wonderful darling

-laurel