Enough is enough if enough is what you are
Just being enough is healing my scars
A stitch in each with each word that you spoke
Despite the words of which you choke
You still listened at that meant everything to me
What I had been waiting for, someone to be...
Perfect...my girl...my on and only
You being my light to dark and lonely
To be dying inside and slowly for it to cease
Just from the first moment that you had talked to me
Just saying hello asking me what's wrong
Something I had been waiting for so long
A one perfect girl to have for the entirety of my life
Planning a future only based on what might
Assuming that everything will be okay
When truely it scares me every day
That maybe you'll be gone, one day forever
And we will never get our chance to be together
Because of something I said or something I had done
And then you would go and it would equate to none
That you would be okay because you had to leave
I would be left alone, fake smile, false gleam
Hiding each step of pain whilst your away
And that I would drag that pain every day
So far I have done nothing, but people make mistake
Why do you think I felt so bad about my hand in the wrong place?
I know that I will make mistakes in my life
But to lose you so quickly would cut like a knife
I have list track of ever kiss I have left
And every touch I've let linger let each be it's best
For every one that feels better than best
Is that the one that's always best is the one that comes next
How I feel about you, I have never felt about someone else
And I couldn't imagine any form of myself
Not having you in my arms and it hurts
For every time I talk, each time that I flirt
I am in pain, I have no reason to lie
But for you to be sorry, would bypass my pride
Of which is just you, the thing I am most proud of
Even if what we have isn't aloud
But I will be wrong if I were to say
That it's hard to believe every day, in One Day
As much as I want it it scares me to death
That I am not all you need, especially after you've left
I may be what you want, but is that good enough?
We can fight for it now, but waiting is tough
I don't want to put you through this, not if it hurts you
I want to cry alone if it hurts, my cries breach curfew
If this is not worth it please tell me soon
The sooner we let go, the easier it will be on you
If it is worth it, and trust me...your worth every second
The way I feel about you is to great to mention
But if it is worth it, I will always be here
I will always love you, even if I am not near
I will always be yours, no matter what happens
I will always find a way, I will always find traction
I will always have time for you, and always find you
I will always find you, and forever be with you
I love you so much and we will be together soon
Until then I pray to God, that we will be next to each other staring at the same moon
I will have you forever, a future we will form
And we will have each other, despite so called "social norms"
I love you so deeply with all of my heart
And nothing- yes NOTHING- could tear us apart

And let forever be as long as it was meant too....