Your not doing it right,
The sad subscription to your repetition leaves you
among life's never achieved, Never really able to 
fathom the air we breathe's breeze, Never taking a
perfect inhale of the oxygen from the green trees,
You've acquired sleepless nights due to your 3 work
places, Or the many of kids you had young due to the
unprotected adventures in during the relationships
trimester, Or for whatever reason you just change 
with the seasons, From fall to summer, From pepper
to salt, This is the result of a fail or communication 
with inner being, Replacing essentials with the none
needed, Corroding the heart with heart break braking
because of your comprehension of rejection seeming
it to be the devils demon when its really just a word, 
I hope you wake up from you dreamy euphoria and 
decided to make it reality so years from now you won't
be sad to see the world that you could of lived in lavishly.

-cSPb