
You Think I Don't Already Know?
Appreciate your wisdom bout the biz'
but I think I have a little better clue
My soul and heart have always known
this is what I'm born to do.
The performers’ life is rough and tough
it's unsteady as a canoe
But there also is no other medium
to feel this immense gratitude.
My comfort zone equals danger zone
for there I cannot thrive
My dream turns to reality when
when being realistic I defy
For do you really think I do not know
the great amount of risk
that comes from training for a career
that may not even exist?
To grow as a performer and a person
I have to be willing to dare
to come up with the means required
to relocate to Time Square.
After all is said and done
which will leave more regret--
Safely enrolling in a school by me
or my dream school with some debt?
I grew up with no father
He passed away when I was two
I will pursue my dream not just for me
But for the dad I never knew.
The reality is I would be deceiving
Myself if this life I did not choose
To audition, learn and communicate
And step in the actors shoes.
So once again thank you
For all your great advice
Of how scary and unrealistic
It is to live an actor’s life.
“You have no guarantee,
You’ll have weird jobs
You’ll have to work with snobs.
You’re virtually signing up to fail”
“Oh
“You think I don’t already know?”