Does anyone else feel like I feel?

Like one minute my world is full of light and I have this fire under me that guarentees love, happiness, success

The next minute is cold and lonely and I feel guilty for wanting to dissapear into it.

Does anyone else feel like I feel?

Like they've finally reached peak happiness and they're in love with the most perfect person for them that they could imagine

But you want to lean back and turn around and leave it all because you're scared of what the future holds

Does anyone else feel like I feel?

Like the world has so much to offer to them and people are certain you're going to be great

While maybe i've just been faking all this time and really I could be going no where and feel quite useless to society