Wondering why
I will so often looking to the sky,
he never left and been here forever.
always wondering and wondering why?
always here in every type of weather.
I always have to think slowly instead,
trying to think why he just had to go.
be still and remain silent in my bed,
I will always feel left out like I'm in the snow.
I pray and wonder each and every night,
I really really and always truly miss you.
If that everything is going to be alright,
you're in my thoughts at home and when at school.
trying to stay on task and not think about it,
this is making me sick I really need to dip.