A bittersweet pain to savor
Familiar is my tears flavor
The taste of pain falling from my eyes
A pain that of course I must disguise
Knowing the feeling of pain all to well
Never letting go, never kiss and tell
But the feeling of the pain is differntly this time
Between hurting so bad and then feeling fine
It fluctuates so much, but I can only guess
That's it's because of what I know, that the answer is yes
Wanting to die as the pressure hurts more
But wanting to live for something to live for
But I couldn't say I wanted to die
I'm afraid of death so it'd be a lie
But it's been a long time since it has been so prominent
That I have wanted to hurt physically, simply to compliment
The emotional toll, and what hurts me is you...
Not what you've done or our relationship...but that you feel this way too
That's the part that hurts the most
I don't want you to hurt, because I know
It hurts so much, I will find a way to see you soon
In my heart of hearts I know there is always room
To save and too keep...let it all be the same
And nothing will change...well, maybe your name
I don't know how or when but I will
Find away to see you as soon as possible, with so much time to kill
I seem to spend all of it thinking of you
A love...yes love...I didn't believe in, but I knew
When I had met you, love was real and ours was true
With someone as amazing as you, there are very few
I was lucky that I was able to find someone so great
That when I'm around you, it's myself I don't have to hate
I can learn to love myself when I'm with you
You are the only one who make me feel secure in myself, a feeling that's new
Being able to like how I look and how I feel
Especially when it comes to our love, alive and real
And true, and passionate, and perfect, and lasting
Being able to keep my feelings casting
Beyond the leap we made hand in hand
The greatest love in all of the land
Because it is ours, it's yours and mine to share
A love so perfect, so amazing and rare
Having someone so beautiful, but only at a start
I can go on and on, all from the heart
Your hair, a flowing, golden blonde curtain
The feeling of it, soft and the smell is divine
A smell that's even close to it always reminds
Me of you, though I think of you anyway
Loving and thinking of you every day
And your wonderful face, soft and smooth
Only that makes it so I have to prove
That I am worth having just for your beauty
I was so grateful that you gave your love to me
Those perfect eyes, easy to become lost
Strive to keep no matter the cost
Your cute little nose, that grazes mine
Wrapping my arms around you, keeping you warm, in my arms your welcome to lie
Those perfect, soft, moist textured lips
To kiss, love and share, one hand on your back, on on your hip
Your neck and your shoulder, soft skin on my hand
A kiss now in my wishes, but not my demands
Your hands that I hold when we cuddle
Your hands somehow fit mine like a perfect puzzle
Your thighs, your calves, down to your feet
A perfect oppertunity that I got to meet
My one and only, my girlfriend, and One Day my wife
To spend every day with you for the rest of my life
To wake up next to all the beauty I described
A love that I am so glad you never denied
That I got the perfect girl for a perfect life together
To spend my life with you, you are my forever
You are so amazing and indescribable and lovely
And I will hold and love you as long as you hold and love me
No matter what happens now, I will always have you
Our love will last forever, because our love is true
We will be together...I know it for sure
Something to chase and persue and endure
I am yours, all of me and I'm so glad I have your heart
April 13. That's where it starts
But our story is different, especially how this century depends
On things like divorce, but our story never ends
We are a forever and I will never let go
As long as you hold on to me...and I know
That we are meant to be...so let's do this together
You and me...let's go hand in hand into our future...forever...
I love you...