Don't ask me why

So many tears I've cried

To so many questions I've lied

So many requests I've denied

 

IDK is my favoite answer

Words of hurt spread through me like cancer

Breaking down mt self esteem

Every "Why?" makes me wanna scream

 

why, why?, Why?, WHY?!

The meaning of that word gone awry

Why do you wanna die? why do you always cry?

Why do you cut your thigh? Why do you take forever to reply

 

I don't know why

Why I cry, wish to die and cut my thigh

Why I wait to reply or why I lie

Why my pleads for help have been denied or why I even try

 

So please dont ask me why

Because I will wait to reply with tear I've cried in my eye

And blooding dripping from my thigh while I'm wishing to die

And I will come up with a lie becuase my plead for not more "why?'s"

Has been denied