To whom it may concern this is the realest poem I ever wrote,

I don't know how but we became an item 1 year 10 months ago.

We met 2 months after a break up with a girl who really played me,

I saw you on instagram said OMG she needs to be my lady.

I asked for your kik so you created one just to talk to me

and as we began to talk we conected instantly.

I felt so alive talking to you like it was greatest feeling I ever felt,

I felt as if I was floating on a cloud because you made my heart melt.

I knew you could make all of my problems disappear

I had someone who would talk to me about everything because you had cared.

The feelings were different like it was something I never thought existed

Especially since I never wanted to be with someone while we were distant

But only you had the ability to change that,

I found out people were fake judging me behind my back

like really people you compliment me on my relationship then go talk to my mom behind my back

let me just say something it makes you look really whack.

I began to think I would have future with you

I thought if any people were perfect for each other it'd be us two

but I was wrong because I loved you but I can't seem to prove it to you.

After the first few months you was all I breathed

and you were all I EVER wanted to see

we didn't need legal authority for our decree

You ordered to have me in your life so I just let it be 

because our love is what made me happy.

We were so perfect together I can't figure out what happened

as my mind tells to move on it creates havoc.

To whom it may concern this is the realest thing I ever wrote sitting in my room

as I lay back relaxed listening to some tunes

we were strong for an entire year but then BOOM!!!!

we broke up after a year because I was scared I might hurt you,

You were the answers to all of my prayers,

when I think of what we had I know nobody compared

when I was feeling lonely it seemed like you were only person who cared

Nobody is perfect, I'll never try

I promise I am worth it now believe that's not a lie.

I got you a charm necklace because you were my ONE & ONLY

but now we split and it has left me feeling lonely.

I got you an engraved ring because I promised to be here by your side

and I know I hurt you in the past but why did you give up and let Sarichael die.

No words could express what I really want to say

but don't think for a second your not on my mind everyday.

As time goes on, my loneliness for you grows

Its just sad that I miss what we had and nobody knows.

This was our love and you are the girl my heart chose,

why did my heart have to be the one to have gotten exposed?

I do not know maybe it was because you and I became close.

I hate it when you are always right,

I hate it when you lie,

I hate it when you make me laugh

because deep inside I just want to sit back and cry.

I hate it that you are not around

because my emotions are fighting each other and deep in me I am having a melt down.

Think of me while you are out there

remember you always have someone here who has always cared.

Damn girl all I ever wanted to do was hold you

tell you that you are the only girl I will ever love

but the break up and when I got kissed is something I rue

but we will find our special someone sent from the man above.

I was just a 16 year old boy when we met

and since then us meeting is something I will never regret.

You were my addiction and what we had was something different.

Look how much could change in 2 years

I gained love, loss love but never being loved is my number one fear

so I hope you will remember me here.
The worst feeling was when you told me you didn't want me,
then you kept telling me to move on but its a constant haunting
and I see all these beautiful couples finding love and its taunting
Everybody can pretend they know the pain I feel inside
I lay back back in my room alone, I can't help but listen to my heart cry
I don't think there was anyone who appreciated what we had
everyday I was being judge as it continued to make me sad.....
they treated us like some kids who were doing everything that was bad.
but in reality we were doing something that made the both of us glad
and in the end we split apart I am constantly reminiscing a break up that makes me mad,
and if your not the one your the GREATEST mistake I ever had.
Soon getting over me now and I hope you find yourself only the best
But ever since your absence my life has been a very big mess and beautiful test that I had never wanted to put to rest
because the love we once had was something I never knew existed and made me obsessed as i felt I was blessed
So with that being said I know you want to progress,
I can't say that nothing is left, this is my stress, we were once a LOVE story everyone read until I couldn't explain the love in the DEEPEST OF DEPTHS!
I will never be perfect, so I will never claimed to be
perfection is perception and perception is a viewpoint you can see.
If only I could tell myself there's plenty fish in the sea
But see the sea is full of killer sharks, fake guppies and a thing we call grief and as I find myself drowning while I'm fighting to breathe
and you are still pushing me to continue to leave but then I realize that I'm in love with the feeling in my heart saying we were meant to.......BE!!!!!

I wish I lived in a world full of transparency,

then it could help me understand what happened between you and me.

You gave up on us and I am asking myself how could you leave

but the answer is you began to see "our life together" differently.

You told me you like someone else and I respect that

I guess its time to move on from someone, who kept me intact.

I am happy for you so don't think i'm mad, bad, disappointd or sad

I think I should move on from you because I know you don't want to go back.

I will care for you even if we're not together

because distance couldn't even separate our hearts from one another.

In my heart I hope you find yourself ONLY the best,

and that guy will wipe away all your tears and all of your stress.

Just be careful, love can make you feel empty or it can leave you whole

It can make you, it can break you or reside beautifully in your soul.
I wonder how much you really care,
I wonder how long you will actually be here,
I hate that fact that if I lost you my heart would tear
because finding real love at a young age is something rare.
This, is about you and I
because nobody knows how much I really did cry
and you may not believe but believe I am a different guy
but I am sure your done with giving us a try.
When your ready..... just tell me goodbye
I think I am man enough to handle the stripping of my pride.
Let's take this thing called "love" a little deeper
because a real man will never take in a girl and then just leave her.
There is a thing called REAL LOVE and I am a strong believer,
but can cupid come shooting this receiver.
this is THE WORLD we create
I know that I'm late and we can't do anything but continue to wait
checking in if I'm OK, the answer is NO but the feeling is something I fake because in my heart I feel like I'm going to DECAY
but hey I been in a judgemental world for 18 years w/ no plan to escape
but maybe one day love will come and hopefully it wont be too late.
I know we haven't met and in the lives of each other we are both a blessing
now take this as a lesson and maybe one day you will see the changes go into a positive direction,
because when we met it seemed like we were perfect and destined
we made it too far for us to just become of obsolescence
I am just glad that I found someone equally incandescent
and so lets stop now its not something we should be stressing
but I am just another person who is feeling depression,
as the heart I once had officially left my possession
and the thought of memory was something I was left in
because it became all I ever knew
I just hope one day I am loved by someone as much I LOVE........YOU!
I am sorry if this offends you, I had to get this off chest
because its the only way I could relieve myself from all of this stress
I know you and I know you want to progress
but please do me favor and progress without and inch of regret.
No words could ever express to you how I feel but just remember Mikey was the one guy who kept it real.