Who I am Meant to Be
In a world where wonder whirls in the sky,
I lay with my hair in a tangle of curls in a field,
cleansed in a warm summer’s glow.
Thoughts of the future fade far into the setting sun.
Jukebox tunes, hooped skirts, the Wild West, school-teacher—
this is who I am and who I want to be.
Though my physical being is stuck in reality,
I am living through books and imaginings.
A small log cabin, the warm glow of a fire,
Little children’s hic-hic, a gentle husband’s arms.
I am the teacher in a one-room school house
we built ourselves, to try to light a fire in little ones’ eyes
This is who I am.
This is who I want to be.
The world I live in is one of secluded peace
and I am happy.
Though in a quiet place, I hear;
I hear the real world calling;
I hear the cry of orphans;
I hear the cry of an unborn child;
I hear the cry of the hungry;
I hear pain, I hear sadness, and I hear the real world.
They all call out and my heart breaks,
am I willing to let my world go to save others?
To make others happy?
So I leave my happy little fantasy.
I work hard to make better.
I will teach, I will pray, I will love, and I will care.
I know I can’t live in the past
so I try to make a better future
This is who I am.
This is who I want to be.
To make others happy.
To fight for the weak.
To give hope to the hopeless.
To give up all I have.
I will be the one,
to make a change in this world
of ever increasing darkness,
to make others happy.
In a world where wonder whirls in the sky,
I teach to help see that beauty.
Though I may not have everything,
seeing a smiling face is all I need.
And then that smile can be passed on,
to add a little laughter, a little hope
a little strength, and a whole lot of love.
This is who I am meant to be.