I am a confused girl with a sorry soul

a confused girl with no plans to hold 

a confused girl with a body to mold 

a confused girl who is ready to go 

I lost those men

I lost their sin

praise God I lost them 

I lost zero wins

You've seen me searching

you've seen me working

you've seen the oceans

you've seen the broken

I have no desire to run

no desire to spin what is spun

only desire to say 

I am individually astray 

I am led by the songs

I am led by my wrongs 

I am led no longer

by what sinks and flounders

I am a daughter of my mother 

a sister not a brother 

a daughter without a father 

a sister who hollers 

I was once a girl alone

I was a robot, I was a drone 

I was a maiden in distress 

I now look to heaven and find rest 

I am still confused 

I  know not what I do 

I do what I want 

but I dont want what I do 

My plans are not my own

I give them to the throne 

his kingdom will rule mine

He makes me divine.