I wake up

no lights

just warmth

The heat under our cover fills the room

 

I turn over

no words

just calm

The way you sleep brings sun to my dark

 

You feel my motion

Yearn for my touch

Irrationally

I wonder if you love me anymore

 

I close my eyes

light inhale

Where we are

There aren't any questions

 

I sit

feeling the coma

our love provides

Drifting far away from near

 

I feel

Long breaths lure me in to your arms

I know

Logic careless and I succumb

 

I think

In the depths of slumber

My anxious mind wonders

and the darkness awakes

 

I fret

Your love

is a mirage

I am not truly alive

 

She takes me by the hand

I do not protest

and we find the epicenter of my insecurities

his indifferece

 

I watch

a listless version of me

melancholic him

souless vessels with no light

 

We drift

deep in time

seeking my transgression

Where his charm is my decay

 

I ponder

If my dark can see his flame

A glance

In this moment I awake

 

I lay

his warm fills me

She is gone

I am beautiful once more

 

I awake

my sun reaches out

encases my container

our spirit champions all