Where have you gone?

I remember you.

You once gave me such big hugs

I remember you giving me love

care

forgiveness

 

But you've dissapeared

 

No you havent.

I was there

I saw you 

Your breathing supported by machines

the same day you'd been laughing at christmas

10 tubes giving you nutrients

when you had just been eating that pie

but I held hope

just as you always did

yet I was there the day they took the tube out

and I was holding your hand

like you always did for me

as you took your last breath

 

why have you gone?

You were my only love

but now i miss you

i cant do anything

not without you

i beg and plead every night

just

come

home