where can i go to cry?

when the feeling of happiness subsides,

i have two i can talk to,

i tell them i love them, because who knows if tomorrow ill survive

im told, that you will change

but i havent seen anything unfold.

why do i feel like i must think of suicide?

i mean what bad would it do if i died?

they dont know how hard it is to carry on when no one loves you,

i need to rest my head,

its hard to wake up in the morning, my mind is full of demons,

i dont want to hear them anymore.