When your alone at first it's fine it's comforting it's happy but when you get to the point your always alone cause of others know one will realize it and by the time everyone does or see how it hurt's you it's always to late and before you know it everyone would be cut off or they see you avoiding them they won't notice that until your completely gone and absent from there life they use you for your happy smile for your happiness... it hurt's at first but you realize that over and over..