When I finally find something
Location
When I finally find something I like
When I finally find something I can do
It is pulled away from me
And I fall
People say I don't try enough
But what I find is that it finds me
The only problem is keeping it
From disapereing
Leaning too heavily on the future
Leaning too heavily on the past
I don't even see what I have now
Until it doesn't last
But I know that I will find
What was meant to keep me whole
and alive
I know that one day the sun will shine
And what I want to keep
Will be kept
Close to the beating heart
I call mine