People talk and people listen.. i think... why would u care to read .... my thoughts .... some one whos quiet and to himself... to people... other then his family and friends.. i think ...at that the age that i am at right now they are slowly starting to hear me... but  i dont want them to listen.... because at the age i am at..... right now..... i dont care if they listen...... they never did when i was little... so i dont care now. at the age i am at right now ...i see .. i see the faults .... there imperfections ....so why do i need them to listen to me ...the complete stupidity of there idea's and there comments..... i dont need.. i dont them infecting me ... infecting the way i think and feel ....God made me .. HE!!!! made me.. so i can handle the fact that i dont  need to be listened to... i  need to do the listening ...once i realized that ... it became clear..that no matter what happens in my life ...i listen.. i listen how socity infects my big sister ... telling her .. that her autistic childern are different.... but im like F that ...because what is socity ... a bunch of people trying to prove that something they say is right from there own opinion .. saying things of nonsense...like me .. i can say in this poem ... my dad told me he never wanted me..... but......Should that hinder me... hold me back.. from .... my life ... it did at once.. but NO MORE.. Im cutting through the BS that life ...wait ..no .... socity gives you..you control your life ... your thoughts ...your decision...so what i say is that ..... i seek truth, happiness and success in my life ... because life in socity is hard , rough, mean, and doesnt care about...So i keep my chin up my heart open and i never give in  and give up ... And to  what people say..is what people say ...i just listen from where there coming from ..