Hi there i would hate to bore, the real me is in right next door. 

I want to be yours true beauty you are, I lust. 

I see you looking quite so well, your smile, your braces, and that strawberry smell. 

The real me wants to embrace your body and soul,

but this curtain this facade of no love. 

Is showing you that I have no love. 

How i would let my ego and confidence burst away! 

In high hopes that you would turn around and stay. 

But for now, this curtain of fear of rejection is here on display. 

Maybe the real me will fight for you someday.