What I Do Know?   I might not know love, or if it even exist, but I do pain, and that ignorance is bliss,  I know that your smile would make my day,  When I felt world was against me, my thoughts were turning inside out, when I was alone,  When I sought for shelter, when I just needed something to look forward to,  I knew that your smile would make my day,  I know the sounds of your voice relaxed me,  When my body was full of stress, when I gave up all hope, when the pain was to much to bare,  When I thought I should just quit, that there was no reason to repeat my own failure,  I knew the sound of your voice would relax me,  I know that your tears destroy me,  Watching them fall from your eyes, wondering what I could have done, what should I do,  Watching all the pain you have been holding back unfold, all the scars you carry come to light,  I knew that your tears destroy me,  I know your touch comforts me,  Feeling your skin on mine, giving me the strength of a thousand elephants, courage of a tiger,  Feeling of your touch keeping me warm, leaving no doubt in my soul that everything is alright,  I knew your touch comforts me,  I know that your hugs protected me,  Keeping me safe from the cold air, healing my hidden scars, shielding from the demons around,   Keeping your arms wrapped around my body, destroying all doubt, sadness, and fear,  I knew that your hugs protected me,  I know that your kisses drugged me,  Addicted to the taste of your mouth, grasping towards every touch, your lips touching mine,  Addicted to your breath intertwining with mine, waiting for dose you give me, wanting more,  I knew that your kisses drugged me,  I know you hurt me, I knew I hurt you, I know I still love you, I knew you once loved me.