Weak
I feel like crying all of the time,
Holidng it in is killing me.
My exterior is slowly cracking,
The cracks are constantly expanding.
All it is going to take is a small tap,
And I will shatter.
I am too weak to hold myself together.
I have been strong for too long.
This war has dragged on for too long,
I have lost the will to fight.
The thoughts are taking over my life,
Yet that is not enough for them.
They want my life to end.
Only then will they have won,
I am ready to lose.