Everytime I close my eyes

What I see is what I've missed

And I step into the realm

Of my broken consciousness

Everything I feel with unmatched shame

Everything I look at with disdain

Is what I will choose to blame

And what I will choose to keep in vain

All that brought the love inside

Becomes rotten, poor, and dry

All that spurs the hate in us

Will come to be the we trust

I'll always keep the hurt with me

Because it's the hurt thats set me free

Until I can bear the sight of face

I will always search, for a warm place