Wanting to cry but nothing to cry for

Wanting to die but nothing to die for

Wanting to draw but no paper or pen

Wanting to write but no words to begin

Wanting to create but no tools in hand

Wanting to destroy everything that I can

Wanting to sleep but too angry to try

Wanting to weep but no tears left to cry

Wanting to scream but no noise comes out

Wanting to drown in a ocean of doubt

Wanting to run but I can’t even move

Wanting to show but nothing to prove