I threw my first intentional punch at this wall. With all my might.

Letting all the frustration the anger I had built up for months because of you.

With all a blow I sprained my finger and gained a new best friend.

We bonded. We fell in love. We were happy. 

Until I messed up. Until I hurt you and everyone around me. 

Im sorry for everything. I really am. 

It hurts me to know I hurt you. 

But no matter how sorry I am things won't change

I will always care for you. 

You will forever be my sadist.

Forever be my first love.