Vertigo
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Explain reason for todays’ doctors visit:
This is a last resort.
Waking up is a nightmare.
Eyes shut
Blackness spinning
Eyes open
Reality spinning.
A life filled with a blur of doubt
A constant illusion of movement
Never a steady grip on reality.
A wheelchair needed at the age of 16
Not because of a physical imparity
But of weakness
That feels fictitious.
The inception is the deception of life;
And isn’t that supposed to be the truth?
Constantly telling my story on repeat
Check the following symptoms that pertain to incident for the reason for visit: (Check ALL that apply)
- Dizzy
- Nausea
- Migraines
- Inability to walk
- Lightheadedness
- Doubt
- Hopelessness
- Anger
- Discombobulated
- Anxiety
- Fear
- Frustration
- Lost.
- Confusion
- Stress
- Other. (If checked please explain)
Life has turned into
A series of waiting rooms,
Doubtful doctors,
Guesswork,
And procedures after tests after MRI’s after physical therapy.
This is a pathetic cry for help.
List all medications currently on or have been on in the last 6 months that pertain to reason for visit:
Dramamine
Meclizine
Antihistamine
Basically everything with an ine.
Valium
Topamax
Imitrex.
A drug cocktail
So there’s no difference between
Actuality and my reality.
Anything else you would like the doctor to know before seeing him?
Will you be the one
To finally wake me up
From this nightmare?
To give my life back to me?
How can I live my life this way?
Will I ever be better?
Why did I just wake up one day
With this?
With no real cause
Or reason?
Can you give me the reason?
Why?
Why me?
Or am I just crazy?