This Urge
Location
This urge
I have to fight it
I have to be strong; I cannot give in
I need to prove to myself
That I can resist
That I am strong
I cannot think about this urge
Unless I channel it somehow
I don’t like this urge
It makes me feel sick and frustrated
Is this addiction?
I don’t want to be addicted!!!
I need control!
I don’t want to be out of control
Just for tonight
Let me be strong enough
It will get easier, it has to!
I can handle it…