Look at my life, what do you see?

Everything you seem to want from me

The joy and happiness, the smiles and laughter 

But in all realty you really don't see me 

You see what I can offer you but you don't have anything to offer me 

You use me and leave me 

And leave me wondering what to do with me 

You got me hating myself for something I didn't do

Then I run to society to fill that emptyness you put inside of me 

Letting me feel like trash but then come back and say you love me 

But when really all you doing is trying to break me 

I walk around thinking everything is alright  but truth is I am walking around with so much fright 

Thinking will I die today or tomorrow 

Or will I take myself when I am really deep in my sorrows 

All this fight and abuse I can't take no longer

I say I'm leaving you put I look back and wonder 

How did I get my self in this situation 

Getting beat every night for things I didn't do 

This is what the world is nothing but fighting and drinking and drugs 

And it all seems like we all just little bugs 

Fighting to survive day by day in this cruel world we call reality 

You see me but you really don't 

 

You say you wanna be me .. But tell me this would you really trade you life for a life of pure sadness 

Fix you own life and stop trying to live another's  

Cause in all reality it all comes down to this 

You may see the picture but not the story behind it ✌