Uncertainty
I knew going in
the year would change me
no more artificial skin
but in the end I would blossom like a tree
but to change and to grow
to flourish, bloom, prosper, and thrive,
I had to do more than put on a show
I had to work, to die, to starve, to cry
what’s strange is no one tells you
what’s goes into it, how to evolve
all the things you must go through
your happiness being absolved
the dark places in your mind
you must now face and conquer
the feeling of falling behind
the strength you need to not turn into a monster
a year of growth is rough
your heart breaks, your soul screams,
your mind will yell enough
the only light may come from your dreams
it’s not the news, the hate
the racism or election
it’s the desire of your fate
the person you want to see when you look at your reflection
there will be no where to hide
and no one to talk to
you will sit in your head along for the ride
silently screaming awaiting your breakthrough
there will come a day
you didn’t think would come
a slight glimmer of sun rays
like God gave you a bread crumb
on that barren tree, there will be a single flower
it will be unbelievable
and you realize you have the power
the fact you never truly broke will be unconceivable
but those dark storms will clear
those flowers will continue to blossom
and you can look back on the year
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and realize you are your own batman and you saved gotham