His pain...

His pain I feel because I lied to him

I decieved him..

And he believed me.

Every single word I said

All the game I spit.

He cry to me pouring out his last

As I look into his eyes.......

Lord knows I dont wanna see his eyes

All I can see is his pain.

I should've been there

I should've cared 

But my mind was conceited

All I seen...

All I seen was those 15 seconds of fun But...

But...

Now as I realize I made my first love drift away...

I went on a search for the answer to my question.

Why?

Why did I feel the need to look further when everything I wanted and needed was 

Right there.

But he told me...

Ya'll he told me... 

He told me..

He told me he never wanted me... He just wanted to ..

To medicate me with his high.

His love is dope

His love...

Dear god his love

It's...

It's incredibly addicting.

I crave ..

And I crave

 And I crave but he wouldn't understand because his past pain..

Foreshadows his prize.