I'm so deeply in love, I know I shouldn't be...
I shouldn't want you
But my heart aches
And
A heavy lump in my throat compels me to cry
Cry, when you're not around

God, I feel so selfish...
I want your all, but I promise it's pure
I want every once of love and hatred, good and evil
All that you are made of
I accept it all if it's you.
I crave to cry your tears and smile your happiness
I want to be within you, your spirit and strength
I desire it all for myself, alone.

It frustrates me...
In amounts the oblivion couldn't contain
To know you can't understand this agonizing love I feel for you
I despise the way you lust for the world
I scream for hours inside my bleeding heart
Please.
Please just see me, hear me, choose me.

You don't deserve this unconditional, frustrating love...
Sometimes I wish I could hate you for it
You make my good days bad, bad days good
My mind terrorizes my heart in hope it stops
But I can't
I simply can't.
All I can do is suffer as I love you-
From inside this invisible box, we are separated
You'll never know,
That you wet my pillows with tears
And fill my clothes with the scent of happy memories
I hope that's not all this is to you,
Memories?

No...
I don't care
I don't care
I DON'T CARE!
Even if all you feel for me is temptation in the night
Even if all we have is the night
Then please,
Let me be the starlight in your beautiful night
And the sweetness in your dreams
Because you are, my first
Terrible, agonizing love
I wish it to be my last.