Torn
I don't want to leave you
I don't want to stay
I want to believe you
The things that you say
But I know I can't trust you
At least not right now
I know what I must do
Just don't know quite how
I wish things weren't like this
That all stayed the same
Don't know how to fight this
This guilt and this shame
How I long to be near you
Yet also apart
How I tremble and fear you
Yet open my heart
But once I have offered
My deepest of feelings
You all seem like scoffers
And leave my heart reeling
I wish I could leave you
Wish I wanted to stay
I mostly believe you
But I can't trust you today ~