There is something ticking in my body,

Although I cannot feel a single thing

The emptiness inside has been my best friend

My only friend.

The emptiness is the one thing I can count on

My best friend, my everything.

I cannot feel a thing.

I am numb to the core.

I have no room to feel.

I have no capacity to love.

The ticking is a bomb.

It wants to destroy me,

but it is already too late

I will destroy myself first.