How am I truly supposed to feel?

Am I supposed to feel warmth every time I 

say those three empty words? 

Am I supposed to feel intoxicated every time I 

say those three empty words? 

Am I supposed to feel something every time I 

say those three empty words? 

I would say those three empty words, 

with emptiness. 

I don’t want to do that. 

Not with you.