beep beep beep

my alarm goes off

another day anoher scar

im out of bed

set todo my morning chores

take a shower get dressed

then putmy darkest makeup

toexpress my feelings

i skip breakfast.....again

i walk to school

a car goes by

the window goes down

the hand reaches out and flicks me off

what appears to be on my face it must be a frown

i hear the laughter fading as the car speeds away

inside of me,that no one can see a roar of thunder,a flash of lightning

a storm is starting,  i get soaked in sorrow,pain and heartache

i reach the school,they stare,they point,they laugh

and i cry inside

im so alone,screaming inside but no one can hear me

what have i done?

what i did in the past they refuse to let it go

i hear what they say i hear all of it

im done i had enough!

they will never like me

i take the pistol that my dad has

i want to end it all

i put it to my heart,because thats where it hurts the most

i didnt say goodbye. no one will miss me

thats what happened.look what they did

they killed me