THESE PAST FEW WEEKS (Part1)

©E. A JEFFREY.

I have been through a lot during these past few weeks
A lot of things that swept me off my feet and made me weak
While deep down others made me see reasons why I should breath
Many times I felt like leaving me because I couldn't cope with this
But this me I can't leave

See one time it was all fun
But shortly the fun was gone
And this almost made me run
But still I had to stick to me like a gum

These past few weeks I have seen loved ones turn their back on me
I have seen love turn to hate
And the worse of all friends now keep malice
Friends now give gifts best described as bait
Some with innovative ideas became selfish
Cos none wants to see the other become great

These past few weeks I have resuscitated from every form of heart break
I guess from this heart break I took a break
And don't call me heartless , cos my heart cannot be broken anymore because now it's elastic

Prior to this I thought it was all going to be smooth
Weeks past by and then I made a wrong move
And It gave the other a sober mood
Trust me I ameliorated this soon
And then again it was all good

I said yes cos I felt I could misbehave
And come again with the heart and face or remorse
And be forgiven and make things even
Feeling what it was I felt
With a great form of confused boldness
I made another mistake and this time
My stay with the other was already on the line
I Used all my archived lines but none made the other smile nor even changed the mind
And this time the other said
I don't trust you anymore to give you my heart
This made me look back to the past
Don't conclude now cos I'm human
I didn't even know that this made the other frown

These past few weeks trust me have changed a lot of things
That gave me the opportunity to learn new things
And also made me strong when some tried to sweep me off my feet
These past few weeks have been the Epoch of great understanding.