what i've seen 

these eyes of mine how they sing

they weep with the thought of you

the one who broke me

its been months, no years 

but the thought of you still breaks me

i gave you my whole self 

and you threw it away

i brought you my heart on a string 

yet you still seemed to take it away

you have beaten me broken my will

trodden the ground under me

yet i still love you

you have left me

but still i love

is there somthing wrong with me?

what is this pain i feel

the pain that makes me not get up

get down 

or even around

who are you anymore

who am i to myself?

all i can recal is a feeling

no face 

no touch

just a feeling

what is this 

this love i feel

these eyes of mine are filled with

remorse ,grief,and betrayal 

seems to be the only pains that i let myself feel

i write to let these pains go

but all is for naught

your still here

inside me

in my heart

will you ever leave my conscience eye

leave my tears

forever be lost from me

please leave ,go, stay 

i hate you

i love you

Just go away

please