There is a lot I have lost

but it may be worth the cost.

They say I must wake up from my dream

but what does it mean?

I have cried out for answers...

but all I recieve is cancers.

Cancers riddeled with hate

and it seems I have been used as bait...

My feelings and entity crushed

the colors of my world full of lust.

Lust for smiles

and adventres miles.

For tummy tightening laughter

for happiness to arrive faster.

I am now headed for my castle

the journey may be a hassel.

But I have made change

it may be strange.

For the change is drastic

but I finally fell fantastic.

I have become strong

it has been long.

All I have to do now is try

and 

FLY.