Teenage Bureaucracy
my name is hannah pirozzoli and i am light
well sort of
within these folds of earthly skin cells
resides the supernatural under every sheath
for i hold a passion so precious and so bold
that no other can repeat
this evanescent orb that i call me
resides unseen
for what ever i hold
i grasp tightly
and the sand that trickles out
becomes dust at my feet
and every step up the ladder
becomes heavy from my weight
once upon a time
we were kids in the playground
and that same sand we built castles with
we were told our light would shine forever, as long as we preserved ourselves and our prosperity
but what is left after ounce is squeezed from us?
"i am expected to create something out of nothing"
we are told to foster the American Dream,
and the act of going to college will be our saving grace
But what happens to the sand when all that's left is a single grain?
when we find ourselves alone in a room full of darkness.
who then can pick us up from the pavement and place band aids on our wounds?
This bureaucracy that we put upon ourselves is fruitless,
because our human hands were never meant to flower.