Technicolor
I feel like I've been underwater
and I'm just now coming up for air
everything seemed so shaky
and now it's crystal clear
maybe you pulled me out
or maybe I'd been drifting out
for some time now
perhaps I was never drowning
perhaps I had dreamed it all up
but I know that feeling was real
I was numb
I was cold
I was nearly blacking out
everything was blue and now
it feels technicolor
I'm Picasso coming out
of his blue era
word that described me were bitter
selfish, only wanting to be adored
but that's not how I am
not how I should be
sometimes I am so convinced
that I act happy and confident
I even believe it myself
that's how I used to be
but I've faked it 'til I became it
I'm now in technicolor