Suicidal Society
At nine years old she was happy and smiling
Flown into the future when she is thirteen, she alone and crying
As she grows up, developing disorders, she plans on dying
Talking to herself like, “I can’t go on,I have to stop trying.”
Her eyes can’t hold back her tears
Her voice is quiet but she is screaming, can’t you hear?
Society would never change
So she takes all of her pain away
Waking up in the morning thinking, “Today is a new day.”
You labeled her as artificial
Now her mind is glitching
As she cuts her thighs and the infections in her heart are itching
She always said to herself she was fine
But her heart knew she was telling little white lies
Breathe, let her breathe
But she can’t if she is bleeding out
Don’t doubt her fake life
As she grips onto the knife
She gasps for a little bit of happiness in her body
She only wanted to feel numb
But now she feels dumb
She doesn’t understand
Couldn’t you see those cuts on her forehand?
She had ways to forget all those memories
Even if she starved herself to lose all those calories
She hadn’t been happy in centuries
All you had to do was open your eyes
She is now 16, life isn’t sweet
Don’t touch her, she is a freak
The monsters inside her won
She bled out in her room, but she smiled as she lifted the gun
Society never changed, so they blamed it on her