Substances
Wash away these feelings
Drown me in pleasure
Let me feel alive
In haze I see truth
I feel protected
No pain in my chest
Heart light as a feather
Lost in this weather
Can’t hurt me no more
I’m finally free
Wings flying high
I dance in the sky
It all crashes down
Back to Earth I walk
Alone
Thoughts racing my mind
Weighed down by my heart
Heavy ideas to end it all
I can’t face reality
I’m stuck in limbo
Ready to feel alive
Wanting to die
Lost all control
Water drowning
I don’t want to be alive
Allow me my medicine
To let me feel alive.