What is it that i do wrong?

Every step i take, takes me the path of hell

i feel unwanted by them

every single day is constant struggle

i believe things would work out better if i were to be myself

i am surrounded by "perfection" yet i am no where near their expectations of perfection.

how is it that they are so happy, and i miserable?

maybe it is time to realize that i am a lost case

or maybe everything happens for a reason

hopefully all this will be worth it one day.

i get trough every day by making myself believe that the future awaits with many good surprises

i live by breathing my own words, and forgetting all those times i felt  and was unwanted.