Staying Strong
A simple hello could lead to a million things
But of course we know that now
You made my heart race when first we locked eyes across the table
But now your presence calms me more than anything ever has
You said that nice guys always finish last
But I told you that wasn't true
You were the innocent boy too blind to see the way girls wanted to take advantage of you
But I went for the boys with smiles that sparkled and eyes that promised the world and lust filled hearts
Everyone joked that we should date, despite our adament protests
But there was no denying the blush in our cheeks and the way our eyes could never quite meet for long
It was just two friends hanging out
But that night later ment so much more
We never kissed, we barley held hands
But your words touched me more than anyone before you had ever tried with their hands
The stolen glances in the hallway, the quick words exchanged in passing seemed superficial
But they made all the difference
During our conversations you slowly took my hand
But never would I have imagined our bodies would fit like puzzle pieces too
A first kiss is never forgotten
But the way we both grinned from ear-to-ear during it is unforgettable
Games of chance had always been my style
But you are something I'd never dream of gambling away
You asked if we would still chill together when summer started, you were so used to being left
But you asked the question I held unspoken in my own heart
Two years later I stood before you, my enlisted sailor, leaving for camp, pondering the same question
But was there even an answer necessary
It was the look that passed between us, the mutal understanding that we didn't have an end
But with everyone else silence is defening, with you it is reassuring
We found our infinity, because we have no end
But others call us foolish, our declarations of love flimsy;blind to their own occhiolism
Not a soul on Earth will understand us
But what matters is our understanding of the other
We will never experience this again
But why would we want to
I know we say it in so many ways, through our be safes and have a good days
But saying I love you has an undeniably wonderful ring to it
It was never supposed to be you, ask anyone and they will confirm it
But oh how glad I am that it is