I went there again
You know...
The dark place
Where I swore I wouldn't go anymore

I did the thing
I said I wouldn't do again
But I did
I'm sorry

I've run out of lies
I'm drunk
And lost
But I'm getting help

I was good
I was stronger
But it came back
Stronger

I'm sorry
For the disappointment
For being back at zero
For starting over

I hope you can forgive me
I hope I find the strength
But I'll be OK
I'm sorry

I didn't mean to
And I know you'll say
"it's ok" "it's all gonna be ok"
Time can't heal me

I'll be ok
I'm sorry
For doing this again
I'm sorry