Sometimes the pain is just too much
You look back and you can get can't over the tough
Parts of your brain
Just going so insane
I just can't feel my emotions
I look and ask God for hopeless
Wants and needs
Sometimes you just smoke a bowl of green
Relax and enjoy the secenery
I cannot be the same kid I was
I used to be Infatuated with love
But I've changed because girls never stay
They play people like harp strings
And I cant seem to find where I became
This restless young man
With a stog' in one hand
And my life in the other
Sorry momma that I wasnt perfect
Sorry because sometimes these emotions just surface
And I can't catch my breath
Because the weed is too strong but i need a friend
Who i can actually see
Sometimes I like when its just me
Sometimes I cant find my way back
From the trips that my mind takes when I'm last
In the race sorry for the space
That I put between me and all those I date
For pain is inevitable, I can attest
Sometimes you just can't respond to that text
And sometimes things never work out
And sometimes you just gotta smoke till you black out
This is my pain
This is my name
This is my being
Sometimes this feeling
Is just to much to put into words....