sometimes idk who i really am?

like feels like im lost, not really me.

i feel like some one drugs me every night.

who am i? when someone ask me a question...

i have no response back. 

idk who i really am.

sometimes it feels like some one is pushing me off a cliff.

sometimes... im not me.

most of the time idk where i am.

most of the time idk who i really am?!

i cry ever night wishing to go back.

poison in my veins. falling to the ground.

dead with a gun and pills in my hand.

sometimes we got to go sometimes...

but in the end i will always love you.