Take a breath, take it deep, calm yourself and see reality. No one is around you only your soul that surrounds this dark, deep, depressing black room. That no one dares to enter because of the mystery it holds and the surprises that it may have. Only your solo soul has the decision to open up to the light and see smiles opening up. It's a horrible feeling not being able to talk to that special person that you have loved. Tears, take up your eyes not finding a way to make that river stop. Feeling that everything went to a deep hole you can't find an exist in which you feel you are drowning yourself. The word alone reflects the black room you are in and trying to find the strong soul you had before. Trying to beat your mind and heart is like trying to stop a war that will never end. I hate this feeling I just want to be myself with that special person so that I dont feel alone ever again.