One day you're at in high school living at home all with a huge smile
The next day you're out in the world thinking the cluelessness will only last a while
You have no idea what it is you'd like to do or who you want to be
So you follow your parents footsteps because they always claim "its not bad being me."
You go to school, you work two jobs, you try your best on your own
You break yourself just to afford a storage unit for your clothes
You pretend your not breaking down, like life is easy and grand
When in reality you aren't even your own fan
You wake up and put on the mask, to pretend that your alright
When internally you're dying deep inside
You let it build inside of you until it's time to break.
Then you snap and try the "easy way out," until you realize it's a mistake.
You pick yourself up, you finally talk to the ones that care the most
You are you, not someone else. You're bodies not meant to be a host.
You find what you love, you grow and believe it will get better with time.
You follow you're dreams, you work hard as hell.
and in the end, you finally smile.