Slowly dies the heart
Slowly dies the heart,
The one that loves with all it has
So tell it to me slowly
So that I may wallow in my sadness
Holding onto everything
To watch it slip away
Everything and everyone
Denying all my anguish
No one, no one can hear what I say
Alone, every moment
Empty, every twilight
Solo is my naked soul
In this unwelcome spotlight
Alone, every moment
Empty, every twilight
Solo is my naked soul
In this unwelcome spotlight
I bare you no false witness,
Nor a lying testimony
But sell my soul to you
I never will
Pour my heart out?
Never.
For I am strong
But not enough for your reaction.
For I am self-assured
But not enough to face you.
For I am in pain
But not enough to need help.
My hatred outweighs my hollow and heavy heart.
My disgust is louder than my need for companionship.
My repulsion is greedier than my yearning for acceptance.
That which I will never find in you.
Slowly dies the heart
The one that loves with all it has
So tell it to me slowly
So that I may wallow in my sadness
Holding onto everything
Just to watch it slip away
Slowly dies the heart