6 a.m.

and i swear you thought more of me

than i did of you.

for once.

i hope you wondered about me.

i hope you wondered if i would even waste my time on

someone like you.

well, you were right.

only hell could keep me away from you

and i've witnessed the depths of hell

in my own eyes.

maybe you knew i was desperate.

well,

fuck you very much.

at least that's what i like to

tell myself.

in reality, i am pathetic.

in reality, i am in love with your every heartbeat.